happy thanksgiving

happy belated thanksgiving...i hope that you had a good holiday even though you were on call during thanksgiving and that you ate lots of food. i got back to SF this morning even though it's saturday because i had bought the tickets before we broke up and was expecting to spend 1.5 days with you. took the caltrain back to SF and it was okay, went to union square and window shopped a little bit. feeling a little lonely and boxed in/socially isolated because other people seem to expect me to hang out with others, but if i hadn't spoken to anyone, i wouldn't have felt lonely. sorry, confusing. still thinking about you all the time, miss you a lot.

i'm here

still doing my own thing. =P hope you're doing well, sorry about your harddrive. :(

god, i really really miss you.

what is wrong with me? My period is over! =P

hi

feeling blah and kinda lonely....i don't know why. it's nice realizing that i don't care as much about what other people think anymore, if you know yourself then that should be enough and the rest will come.

deepening my conviction that the best things in life are free.

argh! so much work this month, i am telling everyone that i am feeling more stressed. :(

still thinking of you

still thinking of you everyday. especially at night. and i wonder, do you think of me?

blahh

just wasted 4 hours online doing nothing...blahh. feeling so unmotivated to work and yet stressed at the same time. this sucks. maybe i can get some stuff done before sleeping.

i still really miss you. hope that you are working hard; maybe it's easier to work now that i'm not distracting you. did you ever go to that case conference? you don't have to answer, i'm just talking to myself at this point.